—Geneen Roth (via expiry)
I have been having the most emotional vivid uncomfortable dreams lately and I usually have bad dreams so it shouldn’t be so bad but it has me waking up with high blood pressure and literally causing me chest pains. I’m afraid if falling asleep because ny subconscious is unlocking my deepest fears. And I don’t want to talk about the dreams because thinking about them makes me even more upset.
Sometimes I just want to wake my son up so he can hang out with me.
Ugh….and when he’s old enough to stay up late and watch cool movies he won’t wanna hang out with his Momma